sábado, 15 de dezembro de 2007

I get hurt whenever I love...

Many people say “love is pain” but most of them do not understand why this rumour about love spreads out like love is a horrific feeling that hurts whenever we feel it. Such as whenever we’re injury.

No…

Is actually a way of saying that being loved and love someone feels good until its finish, cause when it does leaves us the sensation that we could have done so much more for that one we loved. Leaves us the feeling that time was never enough to show our partner how we really felt not just about her but about us. Leaves us with the feeling that so many words were said but none of them made enough sense to let it clear how much “I love you”.

Its sounds strange but this are the kind of questions and answer that comes up with our tears.

We always thought we’re so strong, untouchable or all the time ready for any type of pain that might come between us.

But the truth is that love seems to try to prove that we’re wrong all along by destroying us dreams, memories and lives.

We anger so much for death like it’s the only thing that could free us from this heartless world where it seems to bring only disgusts in our lives. We wish to see no one or nothing apart from the one who left.

We miss so many things… we wish to live memories that we never realised that it made us so happy at the time and now helps us with painful tears.

We look so unsure that we do not know if our wish is to love again or just leave things as it is…

“I loved someone and because I loved that person so much I let her live her life without suffering the same way I suffer. But that was a mistake. Today I fear to love anyone the same way I loved once, but I know for fact that life will ask me to move on and get through all this and I will. I don’t know when and I do not know why I fear love so much…

Maybe its because I get hurt whenever I love… No one can tell and not even feel what I feel or felt…”

Um comentário:

Margen disse...

I know exectly What your saying I ws in love with a guy and we were going out for 3 months and when i started to figure out that i didn't love him so i told that i wanted to break up with him he told me that he loved me but i didn't THINK i loved him so when i stopped going out with him i hated myself more and more and then i finally relized that i did love him and i just let it go because i was the one that would of got hurt if i did or didn't and plus i ruiend the life of onther guy and ever since then i have never been that serous of relation ship ever agian.