There are times that I really...I really miss the smile I use to see in your face, the sound of the funny laugh of yours, the simple way of you calling my name...
It seems impossible but those days are still loitering in my mind.
I live around many people, but never understanding the incapacity of my happiness that I have. I fake up a smile to not show a tear, bring up stupid words and jokes to hide sadness...
Is that really worth it??? Even I don't know...
But tears falling down don't just hurt on the outside but also the inside. Where no one can fix us. When the tears dry from our eyes, our soul take place and suffer in silence. Letting us fake happiness where sadness make the rules, where smiles take place of tears, where deep pains are hidden in action in order to forget what life has taken from us.
So many sacrifices made for only one dream, only one past, only one love...
Is impossible to cover the hole inside my heart... Is an endless love I guess!!!
I would like to show you how do I feel, how much it still hurts not having you around, how much I miss you and how much I still love you... :'(
