Surrounded by no one...

The wind loudly blows outside against the trees who restlessly move from one side to another like they're about to drop.
Snow slowly is pouring down outside my window and densely covering the floor with its white sheet, incapacitating whoever try to see whats under that sheet. How innocent this process looks to be inside a house where I hardly feel my own presence.
After a long time of thinking I decided to take a long walk...
Strange...!
I see many people wearily avoiding the deep cold of this streets but I can not feel what they feel... Why?

I feel like I'm walking without a sense of feeling.
I hear many words but inside my head I'm handicapped to picture whoever mentioning them.
My soul sore by the time, leaves my body unconsciously unstable that looks more like I'm a ghost in a middle of all these people.
No one seems to notice me, hear me, feel me, love me...
Did the world forget about me? who I am...?
That bad I did I?
Be that I will be being punished by an error made?
Why now?
And why this way?
I feel like crying but tear seem to have dry in my eyes thanks to so much distresses lived.
Reality looks lot different, dreams seems to hurt whenever I wake up...
Am I alone this in this world vastly inhabited?
My path is still unfinished... Will I return to a normal life where happiness reside?
I feel so lonely... like I'm surrounded by no one!
Where I do wish to see, hear, feel, talk and love someone but its what I seem to be doing less...