We are on our own...

Unfortunately humans were not born with the knowledge to prevent themselves from what we might face through the life sentence which we are enslaved with as soon as we are born! Are condemned to live by who most believe to be "god".

So do we even have free will in our lives?

We are born Innocent and unprotected, for in future we become full of fear, crazily hungry to gain respect at all cost and of hopes to be loved!

Each person creates their own fate, but each one of them ending up making any big or little mistakes in life without thinking about the consequences of action and the unhappiness of not be able to turn back the hands time and re-do what we they have done wrong. And blaming mostly on life that "god" gave them.

Why blaming him when we are the ones who take the actions?

Does he really have such influence in humans life?

Many people believe in him as a saver, others as a friend to talk, others do not even believe him...

So why blame him for problems we have?

Most people now a days opt for the men policy, because they have notice that "God" does not wake up to look out for the world.
Or he does and we are not meant to notice?
Fear or cold blood killers, disrespect from very persons of high financial statute are whatis the world is becoming and getting deeply into it by the time goes on and on...

It seems that all that matters in this world is man and all that we are, is that of our brothers and sisters.

The perfect time...

All along my life I realise I actually spent more time thinking about the next step I should take rather than actually putting in acting my thoughts.

Random words now come up in my mind asking me if this is the fear that my mom assumed that I feel of facing the mysterious future.

I try always to be one step ahead of the next challenge that might pop up at any time but in the end it all seems to turn upside down making me face the consequences of my none actions taken.

I desperatly look for many locked door while the open door are right in front of my eyes...

Why am I not taking them?

Is that "Passion" of searching the impossible? Or is just I never trust the easy ways to go up in life and get somewhere and be who my age has been requiring?

So complited to understand our fate. We don't acutually chose our path but in my point of view destiny is control by our decisions.

I seem to not trust myself. Everything I do I fear always what it might comes after!