The unsaid...

I’ve opened a book and started writing about my life…

So many things I realised while I was moving forward with my own words getting to know my self…

I never imagine I had so many things that have changed me into who I am today.

So many sadness in a single boy’s life…

So many happy moments that still holds tight my thoughts…

I realised my courage by the things I left behind for a dream. My friends, my family, my love…

Suddenly my heart started to suffocate…

Without an apparent reason my eyes started to fill with tears…

Them I realised what bothered me were the memories of us… together again…

Dreaming with my eyes open I could see a different smile on my face…

A different person living those moments…

A different life style…

I miss all the happiness beside you, the late calls we use to take just waiting for the next day to come…

All the crazy things you made me do just to be unforgotten by my mind… and they are…

That’s why tears still falls down each time I remember them.

Love messages promising to never brake apart… and it was what we never did… It hurt …

Carrying on with the writing I noticed there’re still many things I wanted to tell you, words that I kept inside cause of the circumstances we were, by the time we were splitting apart…

Hurts me a lot carrying with this on my own… is hard to show you a smile when I’m not happy, is hard to say I’m OK when I’m really upset…

Sadness seems to take me down easily since you’re not around…

I though life could be different without you, but I was wrong…

I never thought the world could be so cold when I realise I can not have you next to me that moment…

Impossible to carry on with the writing I just put down my pen and take a look outside, watching the rain outside my window pouring down, I let my thought been watched away with it…

Closing the book and leaving my words unsaid…