Too far away...

"Life is so unfair sometimes"...
Those words seems to make sense when days like this managed to come...
Nothing to do...
Nothing to be say...
Nothing useful to be seen...
Is just like a normal day, but the difference is the feeling I have for seeing myself too far away in thoughts.
I rest for a while looking at the stars thinking...
Imagining...
Remembering...
Talking in silence...
What do I say?
What do I think?
What sort of memories brings up the deep sadness I feel inside?
And the biggest question is... "WHY"?
I talk to myself but not understanding what's really going on around me... and I just feel, lost...

Confuse and far aways from with my own thoughts...